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Sunday, June 04, 2006

-1:16 PM

Well well, I think I've regained my composure now. Being DIS-O-RI-ENTE-D, as jo would call it, is no joke. I'm NOT gonna do this again. (Staying at home with only 4 things to do. THIS SUCKS. Plus having no one to talk to. SUCKS MORE.) Thought it was fun not having parents around, but really, it made me lose my sanity. Yeah-yeah, I know it's just 2 days. 2 days of isolation and being under "home arrest" kills. Not that I'm grounded, but darn, I need to stay at home for you-know-why. Now bro's back and I'm so gonna murder him. He promised my mum that he'd go to church today and he didn't cos apparently he overslept and I had to wake him up (again) after I came back from church. Too late, way too late. Pisses me off when my bro doesn't go to Church though I woke him up. There's no excuse to make! And worst, he stayed up reaaaally late on the com the previous night. This calls for me to complain to my parents (again). Hehheh. Know why? He just pissed me off (again) real bad. He says he's going out to his friend's. HELLO there. My mum told him about house matters before she and Dad left. 1st was that he had to go to church today, no excuse, 2nd, that my bro can't leave the house after today's church service cos' he's gone out for 2 days straight earlier on. And *RHAAAAAAWW* IT'S NOT FAIR!!! So he goes out now and leaves me to take care of the house alone again?!? *Beep* Now I'm fuming. Although I'm supposed to stay home most of the time, it's he's duty too. It's not like because I can't go out because you-know-why, he can make exceptions for himself. Now now, my *beep* bro, you'd better watch out. Don't play with people who just recovered from their screwed brains of theirs. That is so immature of him, I'm even doing most of the house-caretaker job, in fact, he didn't do any, and what's this? He's rented house which he doesn't own? Crap you. Argh, now I think I'm losing it again.
I actually could feel happy this morning in church, with all those people talking me. Funny we don't really appreciate them until you've got a taste of whissin' isolation. And that's how I got it back. I swear I'm not lying, but 3 people, including jo, found my other sides. As in, my Other Sides. 1 asked if I'd knocked my head and lost it earlier on while another asked if he could slap me. Well, jo...she simply talked to my Other Sides. Isn't it cool that 3 people had the same theory about my condition at the same time? Of course the uncool part was it gave me a headache I guess. I used 3 different personalities on 3 different people which amused me. It did a good job. And I couldn't sleep after that. Maybe it's just that all those Other Sides trying keep me awake. Poo, I think I have panda eyes now. *beep*