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Thursday, February 01, 2007
-6:15 PM
i do not like child celebrities. one dumb kiddo just pissed me off today. i mean like so what if you're acting in the current channel 8 drama and get stares everywhere you go? and she happens to be a badminton mate of mine. we had some problems with the doubles arrangement. we lacked her actual player who was on MC. so we had denise to partner cx for the doubles pairing the previous time. but denise didnt' played well and our whole team decided to replace denise with someone else. everyone's unsure about putting sara in but we decide in the end that sara should be partnering cx. the judges are pressing for us to fill in the form cos they need it almost immediately. and sadly being the captain i have to fill up the form for the competition pairing. the next moment cx struts in and exclaims that i shouldn't have filled in the form consulting her. and to think that everyone was surrounding me and discussing about this arrangement while she was stupidly somewhere else stroking. and she and i start to argue. i tell her we all arranged for the best of the team. she demands to know why her partner keeps changing throughout the competition. she wants denise to partner her but she doesn't say that. she scolds me for not consulting her on the change of her partner instead.
LOOK HERE CX. did you think i wanted to just lightly fill in that bloody form and place any partner with you? and where were you when everyone was rushing and discussing about your partnering? if you really wanted to change you would have spent the time wasted on arguing with me to approach the judges to get the form back for ammendments. you just had to push the bloody blame on me. and did you even ask why i wrote sara's name there? your mentality sucks basically. as long as you don't get your oringinal partner you tell yourself you can't play cos the coordination isn't there. heck i can even play doubles with anyone on the team. as long as you know the bloody positions you can play with anyone. so you tell yourself sara sucks as doubles that she should stick to singles and she won't wanna play cos she has weak mental strength as well. i filled sara's name in there also with the knowledge from cliantha that sara is way much better than denise. and you lose the game cos sara's affected after all your attention grabbing sobbing that gathers everyone arouund you. you lose the game too cos you just keep telling yourself sara sucks pairing with you no matter what. you lose the game cos you think i forced this pairing, which i honestly tell you i didn't. all the blame falls on me ya? if you were being pressed by everyone to fill in the form and with people strongly recommending sara to partner you instead of denise and after asking for everyone's aproval till you almost fall dead from confusion...you would understand. do you really think i want our team to lose. tell me bloody child celebrity. just because i'm the only one who argues with you about this arrangement and speaking out and filling the form, you blame me for making you lose. cut the crap. you should have been there in that freaking discussion and you would have agreed to it as well. oh wait, i forgot, you only want denise as your partner. everyone had a part in the decision. i'm merely the one filling up that dreaded form cos i'm the captain. you blame me for that? know your facts before you roll your stupid pair of bulging eyes at me, burst out in tears after arguing with me to show everyone who's to be blamed, and strut you stupid ass infront of my face. you are not up there. you are a still a bloody pupil like all of us in our stupid school and i don't care about your stupid celebrity status. get a grip of life.
alas. i shall not brood on it anymore. she affected my match. period.
