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Friday, February 09, 2007
-8:39 PM
yay(: i past this week without the use of the com. i decided i needed some discipline cos i realised i've been switching on the com everyday after school. the best thing is, my mum decided to keep the laptop from my desk and not allow me to use it. it helped my quest to get back some discipline in a way. i've never been more happy about the laptop being confiscated. i've finally ended a whole 2 weeks of stupid tests and now my teacher's hounding me for my accumulated amaths homework. she says to go to school tomorrow for those who frequently don't hand in her work. oops. by rights i shouldn't be online but doing my work. oh well. i shall complete it tomorrow i promise. but i don't wanna go to school. i think she threatened that she'd call my parents if i don't turn up. heh. i'll hand it in to her on monday.
today's the release of the 'O' level results. it adds on to my stress thinking that i'd be either crying or jumping jubilantly in a years time or less even. haven't been sleeping well these days with my mind in a constant race. the minute i turn off the lights and lie in bed my mind starts to wonder. it travels so far to the point where i imagine the horrendous results i'll be getting for the 'O's. reality is really quite sinking into me that i need to pull up my socks.
still, stress is forever in me these days such that i cannot have a good night's rest everyday, even when i'm physically tired. it's like, you want to sleep when you're all exhausted but your mind just keeps on going and going till you fall into light sleep after an hour or two of hard thinking with your ever-racing brain of yours. and you fall asleep soley because you are almost brain-dead from hard thinking. cheers to many months more of such.
