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Saturday, May 26, 2007
-5:33 PM
I hate Mia. It's like, for the past 3 months, she's always telling me what to do when i don't want to do so even. Her voice is like a force. It attracts, and repels. That's why i keep thinking of what to do to get rid of her, yet at times i just want her to stay. i found pro-mia places but i don't even want to venture in. It's sucks people into an endless pit of darkness. self-help books are useless. Mia keeps countering them. once i did managed to get her off my back (or head) and i managed for a week, but when things around me started to crumble again, she crawled her way back. what do i do to Mia? Embrace her and tell her how much i missed her because she was always there when i felt down (literally there)? You guys tell me to kick her out but it is easier said than done. i read it might take 2 years. I'm afraid of the implications. people who don't know Mia personally don't really know what's it like. It's like a losing battle i'm fighting every single damn day. get out of my life. period.
