Jo
curves of tinted light
abit small though but it states that though all applications are encouraged to be submitted before 29 june, application will be close on 6 july. boy was it such a fright because the application form in my hand didn't state this but the earlier date. i was pretty cranky today, hmm, maybe this whole week. and i can't piece everything in my mind together. it's stress from every single damn thing in my life and sometimes i just don't feel like talking things out. and i guess vj isn't gonna call me like what my mum thinks too. but she's helping me get last min training for aj's trials on the following wed by the national coach. omgomg. i think he's the men's team coach. who trained susilo. whoosh. i can't even get my basics right. i think i'm meeting him tmr to train.
this aside and back to the point of me cracking up. i feel as if i'm falling apart. and i can't comprehend the root of this irksome feeling inside, which makes it even more irksome. and i just don't feel like talking things out. i hate this.
